where are you??

hey boy, i want to admit that i really miss you. I can't hate you i dunno why? I wonder why you always be in my mind. Everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second. You always in my mind and my heart. Always.... I really really really really miss you. When i online fb and i saw you were online, i feel scared to chat with you cuz i scared you might misunderstand with me. And i really shy to you. My life feel i can't let you go far from me. You were so amazing until i can't forget you, i can't hate you and i cannot sleep well because i'm thinking of you, boy.